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I just want you to know who I am
05.23.04 (10:54 am)   [edit]
I listen to the chorus from the Goo Goo Doll's Iris and I'm slightly annoyed at the fact that these words will play over and over in my head for at least two weeks, coloring every experience and covering every sunny sky with dark rain clouds. I love the song, but I hate the feeling of longing it leaves me with. It's kind of like the feeling you get after watching The Hours. You only watch it again because you want to cry, you want to force tears that won't come. It's like Dulcolax or stool-softener for the emotionally constipated. Some songs and movies leave me gutted, but then it's so much easier to sleep after a good cry. I'm not one of those who is only happy when it rains. Still, just as I go insane when it rains every day for 2 weeks, I cannot tolerate 2 weeks of brilliant sunshine. What I am trying to say is that I need balance. A world without rain is a barren place, which would explain the barren space between Jessica Simpson's ears.

Don't get me wrong. I'm not asking God to shower me with baseball/cricket ball-sized hail storms or for a freakin' tornado to come in and rip my family apart. I just think I'd have taken the good times on the beach building sand castles and watching my Dad walk around on his hands when I was little for granted if I hadn't been hospitalized for a bad allergic reaction to penicillin the week before. Just as hunger makes the best sauce, good times are even sweeter after a period of suffering. Not that I'm into that self-inflicted suffering. You'll never catch me placing my hand on the stove burner or cutting myself with a razor. I never understood why people did that until I caught my little cousin burning herself with matches. She said she was feeling so numb and had so much emotion to get out that she felt this was the only way.

This made me realize the importance of being able to cry. Not on cue like some soap opera diva. I mean when you need to release some toxic feelings. Laughing is awesome. I laugh often and easily. They say laughter is the best medicine. Wouldn't be surprised if the same could be said for crying and screaming.

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posted by: kwurk (reply)
post date: 05.23.04 (2:45 pm)

Surely crying is a normal bodily function, so why people would want to suppress it is beyond me (i dont know what the funk i'm on about)





posted by: kwurk (reply)
post date: 05.23.04 (2:46 pm)

I'm man enough to admit that i cry(like a girl)



posted by: dangerkitty (reply)
post date: 05.23.04 (3:10 pm)

Reply to: kwurk
Man, do you have any faults? Hehehe.



posted by: Shark99 (reply)
post date: 05.23.04 (3:18 pm)

Oh the Goo Goo Dolls are awesome!



posted by: dangerkitty (reply)
post date: 05.23.04 (3:40 pm)

Reply to: Shark99
I love them!!



posted by: dangerkitty (reply)
post date: 05.23.04 (3:40 pm)

Reply to: KRAZEDONE
I have heard it and had to resist the urge to stick my head in the oven....hehehe



posted by: amethyst (reply)
post date: 05.23.04 (4:50 pm)

if it weren*t for rain n tears, i dnt kno how i would live. sunshine is great n all, but the truth is that pain is a part of life, n jus cuz ppl try n sugar cote that n ignore it dznt mean it goes away



posted by: juniperflux (reply)
post date: 05.24.04 (7:22 am)

I'm a mello yello drinker, kitty... i'm afraid we have reached an impasse.





posted by: dangerkitty (reply)
post date: 05.24.04 (7:27 am)

Reply to: juniperflux
Different flavors for different folks. It's all good. I can let this slide this once.



posted by: juniperflux (reply)
post date: 05.24.04 (7:28 am)

Reply to: dangerkitty


DK... you are truly the yellow soft-drink diplomat. :)



posted by: dangerkitty (reply)
post date: 05.24.04 (8:22 am)

Reply to: juniperflux
LOL...I try :~D



posted by: Saint027 (reply)
post date: 05.24.04 (8:42 am)

Life is all about balance. Many people don't realize this. Life is more about keeping the balance than anything else.



posted by: dangerkitty (reply)
post date: 05.24.04 (8:46 am)

Reply to: Saint027
Thanks for your comment. :~D

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