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| Fit Nat |
| 01.11.04 (6:12 pm) [edit] |
Well, it's a dream and I think I've been dreaming long enough. I need to start realizing it. Yesterday I decided to clean out my closet. I threw out things that I hadn't worn in years and will probably never wear. After that I tossed out things that don't fit. 4 years ago I remember throwing out things that were too big for me (I had lost 30 lbs then), yesterday I found myself throwing out things that were too tight.
I hate the weight roller-coaster I'm on and I hate when my clothes don't fit. It's such a pain in the butt when a rare occasion comes up where I have to wear something nice and the outfit I plan to wear is too tight or too loose. I need to identify my natural healthy weight, get there and maintain it (and of course buy a whole new wardrobe to match, hehehehe).
I think I've tried every diet out there and ever dietary supplement (grand waste of money with serious side-effects) and I believe none of them work because they're not meant to be a living diet, just a shortrun fix. So if my diet is going to change, it's going to be permanent. I don't believe denying oneself everything from a particular food group is healthy. After quitting Atkins (I lost 6 lbs in 6 weeks - UGH!), I went on a carbo-binge that's lasted 6 weeks.
Then there's exercise. UGH. GROAN. WHINE. CRY. UGH. GROAN. WHINE. CRY. UGH. GROAN. WHINE. CRY. I hate exercise, not just because I am lazy but because it's boring. I would rather ride a bicycle while sight-seeing than sit on an exercise bike pedalling to nowhere. I'd probably go much further too. If and when I go jogging, I want to go somewhere and back, not just in a circle on a track. I just need to feel entertained while I'm doing all these things, beyond the cheesy techno aerobics music. PUMP UP THE JAM? YECH!!
I also hate the gym. I don't like being hit on while I'm all sweaty or while I'm on my back with my legs spread on some thigh machine. The last time I went a 60 year old woman bench-pressed 20lbs more than I did. I left in shame and I plan never to return.
So I guess all my hatred limits my options. Doesn't matter, I will find a way, a plan that I'll actually stick with instead of quitting because it's inconvenient, tiresome, and requires a saintly amount of sacrifice. If you have suggestions, I'll be glad to take them under advisement, but if they're of the "get off your fat ass" nature, God help you. My anger will be strong and my retribution swift!! Hehehehe.
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posted by: mixedmuse (reply)
post date: 01.12.04 (10:37 am)
Decluttering is a good start to feeling better about yourself... There's a website I can recommend that might help you keep it up, if you're interested.
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